a week of interesting heartbeats

it was a short work week for you or so it seems to me.

you spent your precious times with me with work facing you at the same time.

i don't care as long im able to see you, though i may look bored or bothered.

you shared your life with me, filling me in on details as it crossed your mind.

i appreciate a lot to be able to be a part of all the teeny weeny details.

though you maybe saying the same things to another person but you have chosen to share with me makes me feel special enough to be content.

silly me you maybe thinking.

the months and years of loneliness has made me so withdrawed.

the times of aloneness made me think of our pasts and dream of impossible futures.

but this month you suddenly appeared and gave me a beam of hope.

i want so much to give you a hug for making this week so fulfilled for me.

though i look so nonchalantly unwanting, im fighting it so much inside.

i wanna thank you in a special way for saving me this wretched soul.

for forgiving me after all that i have done to you in the past and in the recent.

for not leaving me aside at the end of the day.

for remembering me after all these years of mess we have been thru.

for preserving that little chance and hope to check on me once again.