Time and You

actually we dun really know how much time we are left

not trying to be negative but its life and life is unpredictable

imagine i didnt survive my heart attack and i am gone

only that few frens will know but dunno who will and when will they be contacted

and you which im secretly holding my heart so close to 

only me and my heart and mind knows of your existence

who will actually contact you when things happen to me?

and then when it comes to you, who will contact me when things happen to you?

this is just one of those things tucked at the far corner of my mind

and since now i have started this blog

for now, almost everyday i can leave my tots for my dear audience You.

if there is no You, i wont make this blog, cos for whom to see?

whatever i can remember whenever i think of you, i can leave it here

but when im busy i may not be able to log in and that does not mean i dun miss you

i always let my mind run wild, making the most fantastic reality in my tots and dreams

about the beautiful you, right beside me