your tears and your smile

good morning! 😙

i have been so rude... never greet you often heehee

start of the tight study weeks begins

but am happy today cos you are coming all the way to have lunch with me! 😍

sounds like a kid who have gotten an early xmas present haha

however last night you made time for a chat and told me this blog made you tear

naturally i feel sad too cos i indirectly gave you moments of sadness

very naive of me to share like this with no regards for your feelings

didnt wanna tell you about this blog till later but last saturday triggered me so here it is

you have been thru so much in your life with so much tears 

to me, you are already a very strong lady (nu3 qiang2 ren2)

thru your tears (when you tell me) i learn how simple things and loving things can hurt

thru your smile i learn how everyday shld be start fresh and new in a strong way

your tears and your smile gives me this ache in my heart i cant descibe

i cant explain this feeling inside me that feels for your sorrow and simple happiness 

we learn things no matter how old we turn

i am not seeking perfection from you but how you are treating me now makes me whole

i dun see why you shld change yourself since you are good enough now as yourself

you are an angel sent down to me and i am going to treasure you within my reach

we both know all things nice wont last forever 

but at least there is a chance and moment like this

to set things right even for the most unknown duration of time