it pains me

these few days has been quite a rollercoaster ride

maybe its u im worried about n not being able to help u directly

i dun feel well inside knowing u r handling it all by yourself

my mind is not well inside knowing u r in pain, alone

im sorry i cant be with u full time

im sorry whenever u need someone n im not there

i long to be with u holding on to yr weak body that is so strong

u carrying all these on yr own, it pains me

when u tear when u cry my heart aches for u

i wish for the magic wand to appear to make your pain disappear

all i can do now is dream or wish that a better day come for u

so u can sleep well with no fear n rest yr body n mind comfortably 

i can be writing here i can be sounding right

but deep inside i still feel not right

missing u and dreaming to give u the best of the worlds

i love you darling

please be strong