surprises in the midst of chaos

these are some things that amazed me this week throughout the chaos thats happening in your life... 

u stealing kisses in public

u grabbing and holding my hand when i least expecting

u thinking of one day we maybe living together under one roof

u always checking in on me to make sure im okay (this is the one i have to get use to cos for so long no one cared n no one asked so i wont know how to respond in a nicer way)

u going thru some tots which u r aware that im worried of but dare not address it yet

darling i really appreciate you being you now, being so considerate towards me amidst all the problems u handling now on your own. Im feeling so blessed to be loved by you. Although life as it is not too perfect for us but i dun care and i only love you with all my heart, my soul, my all... I want you to be my one and only dish on the table day n night for as long as possible.

I love you so much my darling

please remember me and this when you are very down and out

that I am still around and needing you more than ever, more than anyone