the times we talk

thank you darling for sparing the time to talk to me to listen to me

i appreciate the topics and words we share

i appreciate the laughter we had

i love the level of comfort that comes along now

but darling please forgive me when i dun remember things

even things that happen the day before

im not looking for excuses but this sieve brain has been lazy for awhile

not that you are not important

not that you are not in my heart

but its just simply the mind not working

I will try hard to work on this

i feel bad but all has been said and done

i wish u wont get too disappointed darling

i hope u dun love me lesser

i really hope u dun think im a rascal cos i dun remember

i really love you 

but i have sieve holes here and there

yet my heart is sincere towards you

and sorry darling for being fierce at times

with my face black and attitude aloof

i really dun mean it at all towards u

cos after so many years of misery being alone

i have become a sad human on my own

maybe only within a span of a few years

but it has drained me thoroughly

that is why i said you saved me

saved my wretched soul

im soaking myself in your beaming smiles everyday

i hope u keep them going everyday

sorry darling if i make u mad at times

and u feel confused n fed up

please i hope u b patient wif me

i promise i will try to change to a brighter sunshine person

so u wont suffer so much around me overtime

I L o v e  Y o u  m y  D a r l i n g