the fear of letting go

darling i dunno why but i fear the part of letting go

not letting go as in permanent but even as temporary times i worry

being away from you scares me

not being able to see you constantly worries me

i dunno why i dunno how, why im feeling this way

you mentioned before that our relationship is so fragile

i really have to be gentle with you, with us

i dun wanna lose you again and i really can't

but i cannot be selfish and keep you all to myself

i gotta share you with all others including your family and frens

but i also cannot tire you down with my longing

i gotta be understanding towards you or else you will be so pressured

i love you and i will unknowingly possess you

please do educate me or remind me when you feel its not right

i love you and its so great and nice to be loved by you

your touch your kisses your hugs your cuddles all filled with love

i feel my cold heart warmed and filled with comfort and fullness

with days like this i hope to remind myself when you are not around with me, 

i will still have memories of your actions to keep me going